The World Needs Something Better

"If it looks like I'm laughing, I'm really just asking to leave"

Hi. I'm currently addicted to gums and coffees, whoo pee. So, want to know what has been going on in my life? Stupid dramatic teenage girl conflicts. I don't friggin understand anymore. I HATE the look on other people's eyes, thinking I said something SO offensive. I can handle it if you want to tell me how you feel, come on, try me. If you don't like me, stay away from me, as easy as that. If you want to settle things, TALK TO ME. FYI : talk to me in my face. I can't understand how someone can talk about me when I'm just right in front. If that's your idea of revenge, hurrah, you won. Because I don't friggin care, I just hate you more. If your idea of revenge is telling everyone about what I did, well, you've done a good job. If your idea of revenge is making me feel bad, congratulations. However if your idea of revenge has an ending of me apologizing, too bad, I will not do it. Just because you said you're sorry, doesn't mean everything is going to be back to normal, no. Especially when there are still unsettled things stuck in between. This is our problem, and it shall stay between us all. What are you trying to do, telling people everything? You want sympathy? I'll give you some. Obviously you need a man by your side all the time, I get it. But you don't need me, do you? OK I think that sort of sums up what happened this past few days. All thanks to all of this, I managed to get only three hours of sleep last night. I have add maths tuition in an hour, and I'm too lazy to go to sleep. Oh right, sorry I can't go to your "gathering" to confess what you feel. I'm just too lazy for all this crap right now. Oh and dear Friend, did I offend you or something? I'm clueless. If you know how this feels like, then you might just understand. I'm not saying I'm sorry, or I'm at fault, because who am I to judge, after all, she's the one who's telling stories to everyone. I'm not a good story teller.