I'm So Far Away From You

"Drain all the blood and give the kids a show."

Hi. Before I start, please read this. Now wait, don't go and click the "X" button or visit some other site, it's different today. I know not everyone loves MCR, and I know not everyone hates them. I take your criticism about them, but please do not go too far. And I'm not specifying on anyone, before I have not yet get that offended. Some of you don't know how it feels to watch your favorite band live, and I understand. I am so grateful I had that chance. Plus, I'm not boasting or anything, it's just your hate towards MCR is just pointlesssss! The band did not save my life, but it gave me a meaning to be grateful for what I've got. And like my sister mentioned in her post, MCR's lyrics contents are telling you to live! Nownow, I don't remember dissing your favorite bands, prolly just saying that I don't really like them (ha? hahaha). Mind you, I like Gerard not based on his looks only, but his will. Like some of you, don't tell me you've never looked up on a celebrity? Plus, Gerard helps me move on, he takes my mind off about boys. I distract myself with MyChem. Their songs are the best for me, and thus they are the greatest band. So, you've got something to say? Experience what I experienced, feel what I felt and then tell me what you feel when I say something bad. I know I'll just laugh when you talk bad about them, but have you ever heard me complaining about it? Everyone wants to concentrate on something in their life to take other things off their mind, and MCR is my distraction. I am obsessed with them, and I'm not denying it, why should I?  Yes, I am desperate to get their Limited Edition Black Parade is Dead! DVD set, but that does not mean you can humiliate me infront of everyone. I'm just asking you for a favor, I wasn't asking them, was I? Did any of this involve them? And Nal, stop being an ass, you know you can talk bad about MCR, but when it needs to stop, please do. TODAY IS THE 5TH ANNIVERSARY OF MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE'S CONCERT IN KL and today, they will be having their last concert in Madison Square Garden in New York, then they'll have a very long break. HMP. I'm jealous to whoever whom attended that concert. I bet it was super special.
Don't worry, not much was taken to the heart.
Moving on, today marks the end of Week One of my Mid Year Examinations. I've been really lazy, but somehow I'm able to answer the papers, hah! Except for some questions though, no one's perfect.I've been looking forward to the weekends, I don't know why. I find it hard to wake up every morning and get ready for school. I wasn't like this last year. I've hated morning sessions, since, forever, but I don't know what has gotten into me, I just have the urge to get back home as soon as possible. Every school day, I'd look forward to sleeping. Every week, I'd look forward to the weekends. Every night, I'd look forward to any TV shows. Every weekend, I'd look forward to going out. Someone, save me!
Have you ever felt like you just cannot go on with school or any other things? Or probably just dissapear? I have.  You know how hard it is to see other people getting what you really want, so freaking easily? And the worst part of it is,  they get the better version. Before you make your own conclusion, I am not ungrateful, never have I been! It's just that it's so hard to see friends getting what you want, family members going to places you really want to go, classmates getting better results and all. I am not rich, and I am not a genius. I think with what I have, and I try to be as grateful as I can. I try to let people live a better life if I can. If I could, I'd avoid any dramas and stuff because it hurts people. Like I've mentioned, I'm not perfect. And when I say I want The Black Parade is Dead! DVD set, I mean I NEED it. It's the one and only thing I love and none of you can steal it from me (I hope!). Sometimes, I wish I could just hide in my hole and not know what's going on in the outside world. What's the point in having crushes when in the end, you get crushed? What's the point in having so much money when you think money as your "source" of happiness? I'm all cheesy today and for now, this is my place to voice out my feelings as I do not know how to do it face to face. So long.

ps : read this, it's pretty cute!
pss : I'm feeling guilty because I did not buy anything for my mum this mother's day! :S