"Drain all the blood and give the kids a show."
Hi. Before I start, please read this. Now wait, don't go and click the "X" button or visit some other site, it's different today. I know not everyone loves MCR, and I know not everyone hates them. I take your criticism about them, but please do not go too far. And I'm not specifying on anyone, before I have not yet get that offended. Some of you don't know how it feels to watch your favorite band live, and I understand. I am so grateful I had that chance. Plus, I'm not boasting or anything, it's just your hate towards MCR is just pointlesssss! The band did not save my life, but it gave me a meaning to be grateful for what I've got. And like my sister mentioned in her post, MCR's lyrics contents are telling you to live! Nownow, I don't remember dissing your favorite bands, prolly just saying that I don't really like them (ha? hahaha). Mind you, I like Gerard not based on his looks only, but his will. Like some of you, don't tell me you've never looked up on a celebrity? Plus, Gerard helps me move on, he takes my mind off about boys. I distract myself with MyChem. Their songs are the best for me, and thus they are the greatest band. So, you've got something to say? Experience what I experienced, feel what I felt and then tell me what you feel when I say something bad. I know I'll just laugh when you talk bad about them, but have you ever heard me complaining about it? Everyone wants to concentrate on something in their life to take other things off their mind, and MCR is my distraction. I am obsessed with them, and I'm not denying it, why should I? Yes, I am desperate to get their Limited Edition Black Parade is Dead! DVD set, but that does not mean you can humiliate me infront of everyone. I'm just asking you for a favor, I wasn't asking them, was I? Did any of this involve them? And Nal, stop being an ass, you know you can talk bad about MCR, but when it needs to stop, please do. TODAY IS THE 5TH ANNIVERSARY OF MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE'S CONCERT IN KL and today, they will be having their last concert in Madison Square Garden in New York, then they'll have a very long break. HMP. I'm jealous to whoever whom attended that concert. I bet it was super special.
Moving on, today marks the end of Week One of my Mid Year Examinations. I've been really lazy, but somehow I'm able to answer the papers, hah! Except for some questions though, no one's perfect.I've been looking forward to the weekends, I don't know why. I find it hard to wake up every morning and get ready for school. I wasn't like this last year. I've hated morning sessions, since, forever, but I don't know what has gotten into me, I just have the urge to get back home as soon as possible. Every school day, I'd look forward to sleeping. Every week, I'd look forward to the weekends. Every night, I'd look forward to any TV shows. Every weekend, I'd look forward to going out. Someone, save me!
Have you ever felt like you just cannot go on with school or any other things? Or probably just dissapear? I have. You know how hard it is to see other people getting what you really want, so freaking easily? And the worst part of it is, they get the better version. Before you make your own conclusion, I am not ungrateful, never have I been! It's just that it's so hard to see friends getting what you want, family members going to places you really want to go, classmates getting better results and all. I am not rich, and I am not a genius. I think with what I have, and I try to be as grateful as I can. I try to let people live a better life if I can. If I could, I'd avoid any dramas and stuff because it hurts people. Like I've mentioned, I'm not perfect. And when I say I want The Black Parade is Dead! DVD set, I mean I NEED it. It's the one and only thing I love and none of you can steal it from me (I hope!). Sometimes, I wish I could just hide in my hole and not know what's going on in the outside world. What's the point in having crushes when in the end, you get crushed? What's the point in having so much money when you think money as your "source" of happiness? I'm all cheesy today and for now, this is my place to voice out my feelings as I do not know how to do it face to face. So long.
ps : read this, it's pretty cute!
pss : I'm feeling guilty because I did not buy anything for my mum this mother's day! :S
"If it looks like I'm laughing, I'm really just asking to leave"
Hi. I'm currently addicted to gums and coffees, whoo pee. So, want to know what has been going on in my life? Stupid dramatic teenage girl conflicts. I don't friggin understand anymore. I HATE the look on other people's eyes, thinking I said something SO offensive. I can handle it if you want to tell me how you feel, come on, try me. If you don't like me, stay away from me, as easy as that. If you want to settle things, TALK TO ME. FYI : talk to me in my face. I can't understand how someone can talk about me when I'm just right in front. If that's your idea of revenge, hurrah, you won. Because I don't friggin care, I just hate you more. If your idea of revenge is telling everyone about what I did, well, you've done a good job. If your idea of revenge is making me feel bad, congratulations. However if your idea of revenge has an ending of me apologizing, too bad, I will not do it. Just because you said you're sorry, doesn't mean everything is going to be back to normal, no. Especially when there are still unsettled things stuck in between. This is our problem, and it shall stay between us all. What are you trying to do, telling people everything? You want sympathy? I'll give you some. Obviously you need a man by your side all the time, I get it. But you don't need me, do you? OK I think that sort of sums up what happened this past few days. All thanks to all of this, I managed to get only three hours of sleep last night. I have add maths tuition in an hour, and I'm too lazy to go to sleep. Oh right, sorry I can't go to your "gathering" to confess what you feel. I'm just too lazy for all this crap right now. Oh and dear Friend, did I offend you or something? I'm clueless. If you know how this feels like, then you might just understand. I'm not saying I'm sorry, or I'm at fault, because who am I to judge, after all, she's the one who's telling stories to everyone. I'm not a good story teller.
My parents arrived this morning, 0920, thank god!
HOLY CRAP. My parents were supposed to reach home by midnight today. Then suddenly, like I mentioned earlier, because of the typhoon, all flights got delayed since 12PM today. And I just got the news that my parent's flight back home got cancelled. I have no idea how bad the typhoon is and I doubt I can sleep tonight. There'll be too much thinking in my tiny little brain, I swear. I really want them back home, I miss themmm ): I know it has only been three days but believe me it feels SUPER LONG. HMP. I WANT THEM BACK NOW.
Read about KL Freeze here! It'll be at Sunway Pyramid tomorrow, at 8PM. I hope I'll be able to go. My parents are currently stuck in Macau because there's a TYPHOON there. I'm worried sick, and I hope they come back soon!
"To un-explain the unforgivable"
A: Likes to have long relationships
B: is spongebob's biggest fan
C: Great kisser
D: Very very easy to fall in love with
E: Can kick your butt
F: likes soda
G: hides from homework
H: effing hott
I: LOVES BEING IN LONG RELATIONSHIPS
J: super sweet
K: CRAZY
L: Has beautiful eyes
M: emo, fullstop
N: vry good kisser
O: online 24/7
P: Popular with all sorts of people
Q: An animal lover
R: parties like a rock star
S: Makes people laugh
T: undecisive. err wait, maybe not. or yyeahh or etc...
U: Has a Smile to die for
V : Not judgemental
W: Very broad minded
X: giggles at the wierdest things
Y: doesnt mind being funny and dumb at the same time
Z: Loved by everyone
J : Super sweet
A : Likes to have long relationships
S : Makes people laugh
M : Emo, fullstop
I : Loves being in long relationship
N : Very good kisser
E : Can kick your butt
"Honey, this mirror isn't big enough for the two of us"
Oh hold on there. You just gone wayyy too far. WAY too far. At first I tolerated, I thought about all the memories we've had, all those times you were HONESTLY kind and true. But today, you EFFINGLY dissapointed the hell out of me. I tolerated your emotionless faces for the past THREE days. Alright. I tolerated the way you'd glance at me with those eyes filled of evil plans and thoughts. Alright. I would walk behind you with the friends you abandoned. Alright. Not anymore Princess. You've gone too far today. It's OK if you want to avoid me, because I want to avoid any misunderstandings and arguments. But do NOT say it to my friends who'll tell me the story the next minute you put down the phone. You HAVE to think about what I'm feeling. Did I ever say I hate you? Have I ever said it? Or are you just too paranoid? Tell me, if I haven't been there when you fought with your boyfriend? Tell me I WASN'T there when you got bad results for exams last year? Tell me I wasn't there when you called to COMPLAIN? Tell me I wasn't there to hear you talk about other people. Tell me I wasn't there when you fought with my best friend of 6 years? Tell me I DID NOT fight with my best friend of 6 years just to support you? TELL ME ALL OF THESE TO MY FACE RIGHT * NOW. I'd really love to see how you'd say it. No, what would be better is, you telling me my mistakes. So that I will never repeat it, ever. I'm for real here. Do it. Tell all of us about your fabulous party you're planning and we'll pretend we're interested like you always do. Tell us all about your "disastrous" life. Tell us why you think your life sucks. Tell us why you think you're fat, please do. Tell us all why you think people should treat you like a Princess. Tell us all why you can't tolerate us. Tell ME why you have to say "that". Tell me why you always you want to create a fight with your boyfriend. Tell me why you're ungrateful. Tell me why you've changed. Please, I CAN'T WAIT.
